i want….i need
i want…..
To be glad every morning when i open my eyes.
To be able to see the good even when things look lousy.
To know i am making the most of my time.
To enjoy my kids while i can.
To be content with the closeness LP and i have and not mourn the passing time we have to spend apart.
To really like myself and believe i can have whatever i go after.
i need….
Structure so that i feel secure
To feel that i am wanted, not just loved
To be able to let go of things so i don’t worry
To remember that there’s a difference between being patient and waiting because there’s no choice and then resenting it.
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my morning and mid-morning tasks didn’t get done because i had to be somewhere. my afternoon tasks got done late. i spent a majority of the evening staring off into space thinking about how fast life goes by. i drank a soda because i wanted one.
