water…
i love water. i love the way it sounds, the way it feels on my skin, the way i feel so light when i am in deep enough. i would love to go swimming. LP and i went once this summer while She was here. It was in a creek behind the neighbor’s sister’s house. It is a lovely place. i hear they have really worked on it to make it even nicer, almost a kind of campground for their family. But that water is a bit cold for LP’s taste. A nice hot tub would be fun though. Being in, on or near water is a major turn on for me. Even a nice soak in a deep enough bathtub can get me going. One thing i so want to do is to play geisha for LP and kneel by the side of the tub to bathe her luscious body….mmm….
One of my favorite memories of us is from our first weekend together. We rented a room with a two person jacuzzi tub in the bedroom surrounded on three sides by mirrors. There was a seperate shower stall in the ensuite bathroom. i had always been curious what would happen if bubble bath was put in one of those….and we found out that weekend! It was just a little bit but i suddenly found myself stark naked and scooping arm loads of bubbles out of the tub and running them to the shower stall while LP sat in the tub laughing. There was no sense Her getting out of the warm water to help and freezing, and i hadn’t gotten in yet. Once the bubbles were under control however we made good use of the tub. i would love to do something like that again sans bubbles. Maybe we could finally use that set of suction cup cuffs we have had put away for so long…mmm now there’s a thought.
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i am wondering if i am every going to get this whole task thing right for more than a day or two in a row. The weekend messed me up and today was messed up by a necessary trip to Winco. my morning tasks didn’t get done because i went as soon as the kids left for school, then when i got back it was almost time for my 11:30 tasks but LP and i were on the phone for a few hours because Her phone line got messed up and She couldn’t get online. It is so annoying sometimes to have our whole lives depend on these stupid machines. i did get to do my afternoon tasks a bit earlier because LP turned in early since we couldn’t very well be on the phone all day.
At least the hard work i have put in on my exercises this past week have seemed to turn things around. i didn’t have much of a loss to show at my WW meeting tonight, but at least it was a loss 0.4 lbs. i will not turn my nose up at it when i was so worried that there would be another gain since it is the week it is right now.
i would like to work towards getting my legs strengthened up enough so that this spring and summer i will be able to add walks to my exercise routine if LP approves. Bicycling would be even better, but maybe that can wait until Fall or later. my knees won’t bend enough for me to pedal a regular bike, i will have to look for a recumbent type one…preferably with three wheels. Embarassing for an adult, but my balance is shot. But i shouldn’t get to far ahead of myself….i’ll work toward walks and see where i can go after that.
