Sometimes it’s hard
i have been sitting here looking at my screen for over half an hour now and…..nothing. my mind just can’t seem to come up with something good to write. i am a bit distracted because of a final instruction from LP before she slept. One i am more than eager to carry out. Even so, i just find it so difficult to come up with something that is interesting to myself so how could i think that LP or anyone else who comes across this journal would find it interesting either.
i don’t know how some people can post nearly every day. LP and i talked about this just the other day. i don’t know, maybe i should start using some of the journal prompts luna puts up every week. A lot of them don’t seem to be questions i can answer for one reason or another though. i just can’t seem to think of a good enough answer for them.
We don’t partake in most of the usual practices of a BDSM relationship. Neither of us are into pain and punishment as pleasure. i can only speak for myself, but my cravings lean in a different direction altogether. So i can’t write about floggings and spankings and those sorts of things, at least not beyond the way they would be incorporated into sexual play. But that’s the way we do it and for us it’s right.
