Tired and missing Her
It’s been a long day. i am tired physically and emotionally. i just wish LP was here to take me to bed and snuggle me….well, maybe more than just snuggle me. i feel the need for comfort, but can’t do anything about that right now because LP hasn’t officially changed her stance on self comfort. We talked about it the other day, along with some other things but nothing was settled.
i went for a walk with my neighbor this evening. We will be doing that at least two times a week, possibly three if we can work it out on the weekends. It is one more thing that will be helpful to changing my body and hopefully even my way of looking at myself. i felt good that we actually did it, we almost backed out because about an hour and a half before it was raining hard and there was thunder and lightening. i love a good thunder storm, but not if i am out walking! But it stopped just long enough for us to have our walk. It’s good to have someone to walk with, gives me a bit of incentive.
i couldn’t help thinking of a walk LP and i took while She was here. It was a nice sunny day though. We walked and our cat came along and for the most part stayed with us. LP kept calling him to keep up and not get to far away. It was cute. i wish She was still here to take walks with me. It was a little cold today, but maybe we still would have gone. Actually i’d be happy to just sit here watching tv. i just miss Her. June’s not that far away, but sometimes it seems like it. i hope She will be pleased with me when She returns.
