No regrets
i’ve been thinking about regrets this afternoon. Living a life without them. i can’t say that i have done that so far. i have regrets, things i wish i had done, time i wish i hadn’t wasted. There aren’t really many things i have done that i regret though, even stupid things. i may be messed up and defective in a lot of ways but i could be much worse. And maybe i wouldn’t have the pieces of me that i find interesting and fun.
The thing that’s been on my mind this afternoon is, how to resolve or absorb past regrets and not let them effect life from here on. How to live so that i don’t build on past regrets and make them bigger, and how not to create new ones. There are some things that are beyond my control, time gone past that LP and i can’t get back and time we will lose between now and ’someday’ but that is different. i mourn all those years but they aren’t a regret.
i don’t know….it’s just the wierd thoughts going through my head tonight.
