Playing online
Yesterday was the last day of school for the kids and only a half one at that. i was feeling kind of bummed because it means that there won’t be any opportunities for LP and i to play with any of our new toys while we are online until school starts again next Fall. There will always be someone here. Of course LP will be here for a good part of the summer and that will be better than playing onine anytime! Still, i was thinking of how much time slipped away because my back was out again and I couldn’t do anything but sit here while our toys gathered dust in the drawer. Sure my mind was just as active as always but we don’t really play that way, you know the mental role playing stuff. Kind of pointless when there’s no physical outlet later.
But yesterday LP surprised me by making use of the last few hours of school time and our wand toy got a little exercise. Another notch in the quota…and with a toy even. So that made it six, three with a toy since Wedneday night involved good ol’ vince the vibrator. LP told me yesterday that She’s going to change my required day of the week at random so that i don’t get to used to one night and get bored. Last night though i was all snuggled down in bed thinking about LP arriving soon and i got that urge again. i do love my urges. i miss them when they go away. It actually worries me if i am not feeling horny at least once a day. But that’s just how i am i guess. So before sleeping i double notched my quota again…so it’s seven and four now. i have seven left for the rest of the month and only one required to be done with a toy. Something just occured to me…i wonder if that means i can only use toys five times or at least five times but more if the urge hits me. i will have to find out.
LP has put my daily tasks back on my roster now that my back is feeling better and i am up and around again. i feel so weak and pathetic right now. Everything gets me out of breath, even showering! She is right, i have to get my back strenghtened up and get back to my daily exercises and watching my food intake. i feel like every bite of food i ate while my back was out went straight to my ass….because i was sitting on it the whole time! my neighbor thought that was really funny when i said it to her, but even she had to agree it was sadly true. Being sedentary is not condusive to trimming down. But now that i am moving around again i can (carefully) get back to moving and strengthening things up. i let Weight Watchers go because neither of us could really keep putting out the money for it every month. So i will just have to figure out how to do it on my own. The meetings weren’t really that helpful anyway, it was like some country club meeting and i felt like an outsider. It was very cliquey and i didn’t have my own clique.
