LP and challenge – O/our journey

LP and i have been doing a little revamping of the journal. Some pages have been removed, some have been redone. A lot of the changes reflect the talks She and i had while She was here about what each of us want from each other and from this aspect of us. Where does D/s fit in our core relationship? my tasks have been changed. The housey type things, chores and such have been removed because we both realized that didn’t fit here. It was more a requirement of the basic relationship for LP and wasn’t giving me what i needed as far as a D/s relationship is concerned. i am not a service sub.

There are some things that remain, the ones that concern how i take care of myself as Her property. Because no matter what else, i belong to Her. The things She requires of me in that vein are because She is concerned for my health and there are things both of us want to be able to do that in my current state just aren’t possible. i am happy to report that while She was here there was a significant weight loss and i was able to get in a size smaller jeans. It came as a big surprise to both of us, a very pleasant one.

i’m not sure yet about other things that were part of my requirements. Like my DIY quota, or the things we agreed to do when we were restricted back to being online to keep things fun and exciting. We haven’t talked about that side of things yet. Some of that is wrapped up with our basic relationship requirements, at least from my side of things. i don’t know how to differentiate between the two. While She was here though things were so much better than in past visits. It just goes to show what good open lines of communication can do.

i can’t believe my last post was the day LP was arriving for an extended visit. She has been gone for a little over a week. It was a fantastic summer. We didn’t do a whole lot, nothing fancy, but we certainly enjoyed being together. There were some highlights that may make it into this journal if i get back into posting. That is something LP and i are going to be discussing soon as there is time to give it our undivided attention. That means online since She has gone back, with no distractions on my end of things….like kids, my mother, the phone constantly ringing…..this could get difficult